Extradorinarily short account of Grace New Hope's message
Why I feel stronger
1. I talked to John about my fear of losing the Lord and he said, he could understand where I was coming from. After being a youth pastor and being burned out, he wondered if he had heard God wrong, or failed, but he knew that wasn't the case, even if he didn't understand why things happened the way they did. He was able to comfort me a lot, from what he experienced. The more things happen, the more I feel it's so obvious to me that John and I are together for a reason, that the Lord did this. He's a perfect husband for me and constantly prays over me.
2. The sermon was very refreshing.
3. Talking to Esther after service was also very refreshing. We prayed for each other and several things clicked. I wish I could put it into words, but I'm having difficulties.
Less worried and healthier in general these days
I'm eating stupid amounts of food as well these days and actually have gained weight for the first time since I married John. That's probably a good sign, in this case. I just haven't been sleeping that great, but the nap was really good.
I report this good news because mom and dad worry a lot, even James, so maybe others do also
I'm not in the habit of explaining how I think - it's tiring
Woah, this note is SO disorganized
Playing Galaxies with James
I think things are going to be a lot of fun and very interesting. And, I'll end this note's misery and keep it short, since I feel like everything I'm saying tonight is SO flat and lackluster. It's making me laugh, actually. What on earth?? Ah well. It's one of those days.