But regardless of my immense weaknesses, I know He does speak. I've been listening to A.W. Tozer's book The Pursuit of God. And it has helped me see and realize some things. Perhaps I shall enumerate them later. It is ironic that it is through books that the Lord most helps me see beyond them to learn how to better see His face. Even in my error, some things I did see, and it is these things I need to pick out, not throwing the baby out with the bath water, though I discard the rest as rubbish.
Slowly, through immeasurably small steps, the Lord is bringing me back out of this dark hole. Being so afraid, I ran away, became blocked again from hearing Him, going back to the safety of logic, which could not hurt me. I have been crazy and now I am sane again. Lord willing, He will help me to find a happy medium, to learn to hear His voice without error. I do not say I have achieved it.
But regardless of my immense weaknesses, I know He does speak. I've been listening to A.W. Tozer's book The Pursuit of God. And it has helped me see and realize some things. Perhaps I shall enumerate them later. It is ironic that it is through books that the Lord most helps me see beyond them to learn how to better see His face. Even in my error, some things I did see, and it is these things I need to pick out, not throwing the baby out with the bath water, though I discard the rest as rubbish.
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